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“I Don’t Have the Nerve to Tell These People That I Cannot Help Them!”: Vulnerability, Ethnography, and Good Intentions

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The nonprofit organization where this ethnography took place, driven by the maxim ”lending a hand”, was forced to reduce its e orts to what it considered essential, at a time when austerity was beginning to take shape in Portugal. The analysis of the logics employed to distribute food to the neediest proved to be critical to the understanding of the consequences of apparent beneficial actions in this context. The concept of ”vulnerable” is, therefore, discussed considering how it was produced by a legal instrument and how it was reproduced by a local institution, what were the consequences for the subjects involved in this research and also for the vulnerable ethnographer. This investigation was based on several months of intense fieldwork where di erent ethnographic methodologies were employed in order to grasp the complexities of vulnerability and good intentions, such as participants’ observations and semi-directive interviews. Although this paper focuses on the analysis of the distribution of food support during a later visit to the fieldwork site, it is not the purpose of this paper to discuss issues of food shortage, but to contribute to the debate of care in the context of deprivation and precariousness, anchored in an ethnography where these concepts intertwine with real situations.

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“I Don’t Have the Nerve to Tell These People That I Cannot Help Them!”: Vulnerability, Ethnography, and Good Intentions

Author: Catela, Joana
Publisher: MDPI
Year: 2019
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socie ies
A icle
“I Don’ Ha e he Ne e o Tell These People Tha I
Canno Help Them!”: Vulne abili y, E hnog aphy,
and Good In en ions
Joana Ca ela
Ins i u o de Ciências Sociais, Uni e sidade de Lisboa, 1600-189 Lisboa, Po ugal; [email p o ec ed]
Recei ed: 14 No embe 2019; Accep ed: 7 Decembe 2019; Published: 9 Decembe 2019
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Abs ac :
The nonp o i o ganiza ion whe e his e hnog aphy ook place, d i en by he maxim
”lending a hand”, was o ced o educe i s e o s o wha i conside ed essen ial, a a ime when
aus e i y was beginning o ake shape in Po ugal. The analysis o he logics employed o dis ibu e
ood o he needies p o ed o be c i ical o he unde s anding o he consequences o appa en
bene icial ac ions in his con ex . The concep o ” ulne able” is, he e o e, discussed conside ing how
i was p oduced by a legal ins umen and how i was ep oduced by a local ins i u ion, wha we e
he consequences o he subjec s in ol ed in his esea ch and also o he ulne able e hnog aphe .
This in es iga ion was based on se e al mon hs o in ense ieldwo k whe e di e en e hnog aphic
me hodologies we e employed in o de o g asp he complexi ies o ulne abili y and good in en ions,
such as pa icipan s’ obse a ions and semi-di ec i e in e iews. Al hough his pape ocuses on
he analysis o he dis ibu ion o ood suppo du ing a la e isi o he ieldwo k si e, i is no he
pu pose o his pape o discuss issues o ood sho age, bu o con ibu e o he deba e o ca e in
he con ex o dep i a ion and p eca iousness, ancho ed in an e hnog aphy whe e hese concep s
in e wine wi h eal si ua ions.
Keywo ds:
medical an h opology; social housing; ulne abili y; social su e ing; good
in en ions; aus e i y
1. In oduc ion
Six mon hs a e inishing my doc o al esea ch, I wen back o he Heal h and De elopmen
P omo o s (HDP)
1
. This nonp o i o ganiza ion, ounded in 2000, was celeb a ing i s ele en h
anni e sa y. Following a pilo p ojec ini ia ed a he now de unc Quin a do Mocho in Lou es,
one o he la ges in o mally buil neighbou hoods ha had g own clandes inely be ween he 1970s
and he 1990s mos ly due o he a i al o immig an s om he o me Po uguese colonies in A ica,
cul u al media o s we e hi ed among he esiden s o his neighbou hood o ac upon and imp o e
he heal h o he local popula ion. When he o icial implemen a ion pe iod o his p ojec ended,
hese same p omo o s saw he need o con inue he wo k. The desi e o p o ide ongoing, a he han
imely and excep ional se ices ha add essed wha hey conside ed o be he mos p essing issues
mo i a ed he o icial c ea ion o an ins i u ion ha la e es ablished i sel in he new neighbou hood
whe e esiden s we e also eloca ed.
Fo ele en mon hs, I unde ook an in ensi e e hnog aphy wi h his nonp o i o ganiza ion ha
I e u ned o some ime a e he ieldwo k pe iod was comple ed. Following Ma ins and Mendes,
1
The ins i u ion e e ed o in his a icle is p o ec ed by anonymi y, as a e all ac o s, who a e he e o e iden i ied by
pseudonyms. Fo mal consen o all pa icipan s was ob ained du ing ieldwo k and be o e each o he in e iews. The
me hodology employed was app o ed by he An h opology Depa men o ISCTE-IUL.
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when discussing he condi ions unde which e hnog aphe s conduc ieldwo k, “we e u n in o de o
unde s and ime and again, always wi h he enewed hope o knowing some hing new, o being augh
some hing new”2[1] (p. 35), I decided o e u n o a day o he neighbou hood o Te aços da Pon e.
This la e isi is na a ed in his a icle along wi h his o ical conside a ions abou how ulne abili y was
p oduced in his e i o y and he e hnog aphic quanda ies ha eme ge when esea ching popula ions
conside ed ulne able.
2. The P oduc ion and Rep oduc ion o Vulne abili y in he Ma gins o Lisbon
A he beginning o he 1990s, o e 150,000 esiden s li ed in shacks in he me opoli an a eas
o Po o and Lisbon. Po ugal had joined he Eu opean Union in 1986 and in e na ional e en s we e
being planned o he capi al ci y, such as Lisbon Eu opean Capi al o Cul u e in 1994 and he 1998
Wo ld Exposi ion. A he same ime, s uc u al u ban enewal p ojec s we e p ojec ed o edesign he
me opoli an landscape. Following ex e nal and in e nal p essu es, he go e nmen , consequen ly,
decided o launch he Special Rehousing P og am (PER, o P og ama Especial de Realojamen o, in
Po uguese) o e adica e all shacks, ehouse he slum-dwelle s in municipal houses, and upg ade he
coun y’s image.
Published on 7 May 1993 wi h a Dec ee-Law [
2
], and implemen ed du ing he subsequen wo
decades, he PER was launched by he XII Cons i u ional Go e nmen o Po ugal. When i was enac ed,
he p og am was al eady an ou da ed housing p og am due o i s inabili y o p o ide a ho ough
s a egy o u ban and egional de elopmen [
3
,
4
] and he sani a y discou se adop ed ega ding he
ehoused popula ion [5].
In o de o ope a ionalize he p og am, he go e nmen p o ided some o he necessa y unds
and o de ed each municipali y o comple e a census and ca ego ize he slum esiden s. The su ey,
employed du ing he summe o 1993, wo ked as a popula ion echnology [
6
], in ended o classi y and
make he undis inguishable mass o occupan s isible o bu eauc a ic pu poses. I also de ined and
mapped o mal and in o mal a eas o he ci y o in e en ion pu poses.
These igid bu eauc a ic p ocedu es and he op-down mechanisms o implemen a ion, as well as
he lack o social suppo du ing ehousing, ans o med he PER, a me e inancial ins umen , in o a
social p og am wi h se ious, albei a iable, e i o ial, social and poli ical implica ions. Implemen a ion
depended on he e o s employed by each municipali y and di e en esul s we e achie ed [
7
], which
in some cases led o a eplica ion o a cul u e o po e y [
5
,
8
] based on a b oad de ini ion o ulne able
popula ions li ing in shan ies ha jus i ied poli ical and social in e en ion [
9
]. The dec ee o e looked
household needs and ocused on a speci ic ypology ha demanded elimina ion, i.e., he ”ba acas”
o shacks, despi e he exis ence o a mul i ude o in o mal a chi ec u al exp essions and social
a angemen s in he di e en neighbou hoods.
The p og am ocused on he cons uc ion o new in as uc u es a he han u ban egene a ion
and mainly aimed o cons uc housing p ojec s in pe iphe al u ban a eas ma ked by poo in as uc u e.
When he municipali ies did no dispe se he o iginal slums, hese communi ies we e physically and
socially isola ed in he ghe os. One o hese neighbou hoods was Quin a do Mocho in Lou es, loca ed
in he pe iphe y o Lisbon.
The Quin a do Mocho’s es uc u ing p ojec in ol ed he demoli ion o he in o mal houses and
he cons uc ion o U banizaç
ã
o Te aços da Pon e, a en -con olled neighbou hood whe e he o me
4000 esiden s had been ans e ed by he municipal council in 2001. A e almos h ee decades,
he abandoned esiden ial p ojec in Quin a do Mocho, occupied and c ea i ely e u bished by he
newcome s, was demolished. These esiden s, who had inhabi ed he ou abandoned owe s and
o yea s in es ed in hei ”homes”, we e ehoused by he municipali y o Lou es in Te aços da
Pon e. Because he ma e ial condi ions su ounding hem we e assumed o be conduci e o c ime
2All subsequen ansla ions om Po uguese, unless o he wise s a ed, a e my own.
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and unde de elopmen , he op-down analysis o hei li es yle was conduc ed by applying housing
policies ega dless o local speci ici ies o p io consul a ion wi h he popula ion. A he same ime,
ad hoc ini ia i es ha we e designed o deal wi h u gen p oblems we e adop ed and implemen ed,
such as o ganizing a g oup o cul u al media o s chosen among he esiden s o ackle u gen heal h
p oblems o he popula ion. The e olu ion o his g oup in o a nonp o i o ganiza ion conce ned wi h
empowe ing a ulne able popula ion is conside ed in he nex sec ion o his pape .
3. “Wha Is Tha Wo d They Like Us o Use? Oh Yes, Empowe men !”3
The o icial objec i e o e adica ing slums in he me opoli an a eas o Lisbon and Po o has
been de ined by i s legisla ion as "a s ill-open scou ge in ou social ab ic" [
2
], he e o e simpli ied
social exclusion h ough access o decen housing based on he s igma iza ion o li e and sociocul u al
condi ions o he esiden s li ing in he in o mal neighbou hoods [
5
]. These si es we e cha ac e ized
by hei “ad anced ma ginali y” [
9
]. The neighbou hoods whe e clandes ine cons uc ion p oli e a ed
desc ibed as pe ishing e i o ies in need o in e en ion and socio-poli ical ein eg a ion policies.
Ve nacula and in o mal a chi ec u e was equa ed wi h a lack o mo al and social adjus men . The
uno icial and concealed goal o PER became he adjus men o he slum esiden s o a no malized and
ecognized li es yle [
5
] and he inhabi an s o Quin a do Mocho we e ehoused in Te aços da Pon e
unde hese assump ions.
As some an h opologis s ha e no ed, he ma gins o he s a e [
10
–
12
] unc ion as na u al
pe iphe ies o con aine s o indi iduals conside ed no su icien ly socialized wi hin he law. The
echnologies adop ed by p og ams a ge ing [
13
] popula ions deemed ” ulne able” li ing in hese
socially and spa ially ma ginalized e i o ies, ended up p oducing consequences simila o he ones
hese p og ams we e ideally comba ing. The exis ence o powe is, hus, pa adoxically based on he
need o cons an ly p oduce his ma ginal condi ion whe e many indi iduals ind hemsel es [
14
],
making hem simul aneously ic ims and pe pe a o s [
15
–
17
]. These dynamics wind up pe pe ua ing
he binomial compassion and ep ession, which is engul ed in good in en ions and is ma e ialized by
p og ams de eloped by s a e and non-s a e en i ies es ablished locally when dealing wi h ” ulne able
communi ies”.
The inc easing pa hologiza ion o beha io s based on p eca ious housing condi ions and he
belie ha changing hem would also discipline he li es o hose a ge ed by hese same p og ams,
has led o a p oli e a ion o local ini ia i es and ins i u ions which di ec and indi ec ly exe con ol
o e ci izens’ bodies and beha io s [
18
,
19
]. These p ojec s equen ly ocus on heal h as he ideal
go e ning echnology, which has been “used as a sho hand o he capaci y o he mode n sel o
be ans o med h ough he deploymen o a ious a ional p ac ices o sel ” [
16
] (p. 45). This ype
o ac ion [
20
], which decon ex ualizes he his o ical, poli ical, and social p oduc ion o su e ing and
ulne abili y [
21
], is o en well in ended, bu p o okes unplanned consequences [
22
]. As Sliwinski
s a ed when discussing he con adic ions o in e na ional dona ions a e an ea hquake in El Sal ado ,
“explaining ulne abili y wa an s conside ing he de elopmen his o y o a coun y. A he e y leas ,
i needs o ake in o accoun he accumula ed e ec s o economics, poli ical, and social ac o s ha
in luence people’s li elihoods and hei en i onmen s” [23] (p. 20).
A he same ime as hese ini ia i es e up ed, in places such as Quin a do Mocho, he subliminal
goal o he PER Law Dec ee o ac ing upon he poli ical subjec i i y o esiden s ollowing neolibe al
demands [
24
], mo i a ed each esiden o inco po a e and embody “policies, discou ses, and p ac ices
ha would ‘ ee’ an indi idual o go e n (onesel )” [
25
] (p. 52). Un es ained om hei p e ious
housing condi ions, hese indi iduals we e mean o inhabi he new municipal houses and o upg ade
3
Taken om my ield no es, his quo e e e s o an episode I obse ed and egis e ed a HDP headqua e s. Dona Angelina,
he non-p o i ’s p esiden , whils illing ou a o m o apply o unding o a psychosocial suppo p ojec he ins i u ion
in ended o implemen in he neighbou hood, was ying o ind he igh wo ds in o de o ensu e i s inancing.
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hei poli ical and social subjec i i y in o de o eel empowe ed by hei new li ing condi ions [
26
].
Fo hose unable o ul il his goal, he nonp o i o ganiza ions, unded by p i a e and public unde s,
ac ed like he neolibe al a ms o he s a e [
27
] and ook he esponsibili y o upli ing he popula ion
hey se ed ia p ojec s and psychosocial p og ams.
In such cases, he use o a speci ic language appea s as an essen ial condi ion in he ela ionship
be ween o ganiza ions ha depend on ex e nal unding and can be a de e mining ac o in ob aining
he capi al needed o p ojec s. Du ing he cou se o my ieldwo k, I had he oppo uni y o see
he emba assmen o wai ing o a new anche om he p i a e o s a e unde s o HDP, which
would allow hem o pay sala ies o op up he diesel ank o he nonp o i o ganiza ion’s an used
o anspo pa ien s o he hospi al o o mee ings wi h o icial au ho i ies. Th oughou my ele en
mon hs o ieldwo k, and due o my in ol emen as a olun ee e hnog aphe [
28
], I was cons an ly
asked o assis he nonp o i manage s who we e applying o unding, bu I was also in ol ed in
di e en ac i i ies and asks o he o ganiza ion which hey could no a o d o hi e mo e help. Thus,
he adop ion o Anglo-Saxon e ms and neologisms could dis inguish success ul inancing om he
o al loss o unds o he ollowing yea , which would also imply i ing o no hi ing quali ied wo ke s,
and hus deli e poo e se ice.
Fo C uikshank [
26
], howe e , he democ a ic alues o ci izenship and sel - egula ion ha e been
p esen ed as he ideal solu ion o po e y, c ime, and o he social p oblems, ac ing as a go e nmen
s a egy aiming a ans o ming indi iduals in o libe al ci izens. The good in en ions deployed in
p og ams esponsible o helping people o help hemsel es and which, in u n, un old in o ci izenship
echnologies (speeches, p og ams, e c.), ensu e ha subjec s a e poli ically ac i e and a ionally
sel -go e ning. The au ho s a es, inspi ed by Foucaul [
29
] and Rose [
24
], ha ci izens a e no bo n
poli ically inclined and mo i a ed o wo k on hemsel es; hey a e ”made” acco ding o he powe
ela ions ha simul aneously enable and cons ain hei subjec i i y. Howe e , hese depend on he
subjec s’ olun a y compliance, which does no mean ha hey a e no coe ci e and do no in e e e
in a ious social dimensions. Subjec ci izens a e ee, bu hei eedom is a condi ion o powe o
ope a e o e hem.
C uikshank also analyzes how he concep o empowe men eached ele ance in he second hal
o he wen ie h cen u y, bo h o indi iduals and ins i u ions. This uni e sal appeal ha b ough
oge he he in e es s o eminis s, ci il igh s ac i is s, en i onmen alis s, among many o he s, has
become a ci izenship echnology, ha is, “a me hod o u ning indi iduals in o ci izens and maximizing
hei poli ical pa icipa ion” (p. 67). The upsu ge and dissemina ion o he buzz wo d ”empowe men ’
was ma ke inspi ed and p omised no only sel -go e ning bu he au onomy o indi iduals. In o de
o ac on he in e es s and desi es o o he s o d i e hei ac ions o an app op ia e end, powe wo ks
h ough, and no agains , he subjec i i ies o indi iduals and demands he subjec ’s abili y o adjus
hemsel es o new social eali ies [
25
,
30
]. Maximizing he capaci ies o he powe less makes he poo
sel - elian , ac i e, p oduc i e, and pa icipa o y, i. e., ci izens, which makes he use o concep s such
as “empowe men and sel -es eem almos manda o y in goal s a emen s when nongo e nmen al
o ganiza ions apply o unding” [26] (p. 94).
Fo he au ho , his mo emen is based on a wa on he poo , who a e isola ed and a ge ed by
s a e in e en ion. Thei capaci ies a e ci cumsc ibed, calcula ed, and eng a ed in policies ha aim
o emo e hem om a p ede ined si ua ion and o jus i y speci ic in e en ion upon hem. Social
e o me s eme ge and hei ac o s mul iply on he g ound. This modeling o he poo , which is based
on hei own in ol emen and in es men , is based on he p oduc ion o a le eling and s anda dizing
class, duly known, adequa ely o mula ed in s a is ics, and suppo ed by psychosocial disciplines [
24
].
The cha ac e is ics o he a ious g oups ha make up he new ca ego y o he poo sha e a cul u e o
po e y, lack o powe , ci ic pa icipa ion, and mo i a ion o sol e hei own p oblems. This ideology
was es ablished wi h he desi e o empowe hose who a e dep i ed o hese quali ies, based upon he
assump ion o he common good.
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In he ield, ins i u ions, such as HDP, implemen and de elop hese ideas on he popula ion hey
a e ying o se e. The eal in en ions o go e ning and egula ing bodies has made psychologis s,
social wo ke s, and e en he leade s o o ganiza ions on he g ound eel ha hey know wha is bes
o he communi ies hey se e, e en mo e han hemsel es. Fu he mo e, he dependence o ex e nal
inancie s, make hese ins i u ions close o he men ali y o he dono s, o which hey a e usually
unawa e o , han ha o he ulne able communi ies, ac ing as s a e eplacemen s o liaisons on a
local le el [
31
,
32
], unexpec edly popula in neolibe al o aus e i y con ex s. This compassion ha
mo es hem o lend a hand [
33
], o label hei clien s as ” ulne able”, and o use he ja gon ha makes
hem wo hy compe i o s in he unding ace, co esponds o a p ac ice o doing good ha is ha dly
c i icized [15].
HDP was ueled by he need o educe he su e ing o needy, ulne able, and ma ginalized
indi iduals, as hese subjec s had been cha ac e ized by a Law Dec ee, in 1993, which mo i a ed he
c ea ion o one o i s pionee ing p ojec s, “Lending a Hand” in 2006. This p ojec was o ien ed owa ds
pe sonal and social upg ading, as well as o he p omo ion o ec ea ional ac i i ies o comba he
isola ion and social exclusion o some o Te aços da Pon e inhabi an s who we e p e iously li ing in
Quin a do Mocho, bu also indi iduals who had come o Po ugal om he o me A ican colonies
wi h sca ce means o unde go medical ea men and li ed in he neighbou hood. The ocus was
g adually shi ed o illegal immig an s, o o he esiden s, and o simila neighbou hoods ha we e
conside ed o be in need o suppo as well. “Lending a Hand” has ecei ed and was dependen on he
inancial suppo om di e en public and p i a e en i ies and i s con inua ion demanded a ho ough
compliance wi h bu eauc a ic p ocedu es.
Howe e , wha was he esul when he empowe men o hese communi ies and indi iduals was
ye o be comple ed when unds an ou ? The nex chap e s explo e how a nonp o i o ganiza ion in an
in o mal and ehousing neighbou hood ackled he ulne abili y o he popula ion i se ed a e a
na ional inancial c isis sha e ed he coun y’s al eady declining wel a e sys em. Bu i s , we need o
conside he ole o he e hnog aphe when in es iga ing” ulne able communi ies”.
4. Ma e ials and Me hods: Becoming Vulne able in he Field
Con a y o wha was said o an h opology o yea s, he objec i e o e hnog aphy is no o con on
wha is said wi h wha is done, bu a he o in eg a e discu si e o mula ions [
34
]. An h opology
d i es us o ind simila i ies a he han di e ences. I is no a sea ch o he ”o he ”, mo e sensi i e
o mo e ulne able, bu a he a ques o he commonali y be ween wo dis an wo lds, whe he in
di e en hemisphe es o a he end o a main oad uni ing di e en expe iences o people li ing in a
Eu opean capi al, as I came o ind ou du ing my PhD ieldwo k.
Gi en he impossibili y o being able o g asp exac ly “wha hose who hea us unde s and
abou wha we say, because hei e e en ial wo lds will always be di e en om ou s” [
35
] (pp.
113–114), he ecogni ion o simila i y makes i possible o apply a p inciple o cohe ence based on
sha ed ac s, o mu uali y. In he incessan sea ch o he pe cep ion o wha ”being human” means,
an h opologis s seek o unde s and he di e ences by ollowing pa hs common o bo h he esea che
and he in e locu o , howe e dis an hei e e ence wo lds may be.
An h opological knowledge can only be p oduced h ough a condi ion o mu uali y. I is his
condi ion ha allows us o si ua e ou sel es in ela ion o he con ex o obse a ion. Mu uali y is
always cons i u i e o he place whe e he an h opologis posi ions himsel . In he sense ha mu uali y
implies “being wi h”, “being in he company o ”, his condi ion is he e o e co-cons i u i e o he o he ,
nei he an e io no ex e nal [36] (p. 592).
Acco ding o Map il and Ma os Viegas [
34
], due o he e y condi ions o ecip oci y ha a e
es ablished in he ield and ha equi e a cons an nego ia ion and adjus men o he me hods, he
cons uc ion o he esea ch objec is no linea . The need o explain he hypo heses and exac
me hodologies o explo e i , which is a common p ac ice in o he scien i ic disciplines, is no easily

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eplica ed in an e hnog aphic se ing and somehow makes he physical p esence and pe inence o he
esea che mo e ulne able, ail, and in need o cons an nego ia ion.
Howe e , i an h opologis s assume ha he p ocess o knowledge cons uc ion is based on
a cons an ans o ma ion ha akes place in he ne wo ks o social ela ions ha make up he
e hnog aphic e ains, his in e subjec i i y ha de elops on he basis o sha ed e ela ions allows
o he cons an o mula ion o he ca ego ies hemsel es. By in e subjec i i y, howe e , Map il
and Ma os Viegas did no unde s and a way o knowing wha o he s e ain apped inside hei
minds o pa icipa ing in hei ac i i ies wi hou becoming hem, a gene al assump ion in adi ional
monog aphies [
37
], bu o concei e he condi ions o knowledge p oduc ion linked o he social
ela ions ha p oduce hem. The in e subjec i e expe ience inhe en in e hnog aphic esea ch makes i
no a means o an end, bu a way o p oducing knowledge i sel and o “a i e a a ange o humble
concep s h ough he labou o e hnog aphic desc ip ion” [
38
] (p. 339). This dimension o e hnog aphy
allows o he adjus men and he ede ini ion o pos u e and me hods in he ield and in he ace o
unexpec ed si ua ions.“ In o he wo ds, i is he e hnog aphe ’s impe ec ion and inadequacy ha
e eal he di e ences, as well as hei cons an e o o co ec ion and app oxima ion” [
39
]. This ype
o pe meabili y and con amina ion, ha exposes bo h in e locu o and in es iga o o ulne abili y [
40
],
a e bo h in eg al and e ile o e hnog aphy, and he e o e need o be aken in o conside a ion in he
knowledge p oduc ion p ocess [39].
As Be g [
41
] ealized while conduc ing a mul i-si ua ed esea ch in Spain and Cuba on poli ical
memo ies among expa ia ed Cubans, con a y o wha classical e hnog aphies poin o as he no m, he
ieldwo k imme sion was no g adual un il i eached en iable le els o p oximi y o he in e locu o s.
Be g a elled a much mo e winding pa h, app oaching and dis ancing he sel om he objec and
in e locu o s on se e al occasions, cons an ly nego ia ing he ole wi hin he ela ions es ablished
wi h Cubans in a ious diaspo ic con ex s. He e o cons i u ed a successi e in es men in he
cons uc ion o he esea ch g ound so ha i would no escape he , a bu den mos e hnog aphe s ca y
wi h hem while conduc ing esea ch and, pa icula ly, when in es iga ing sensi i e o ulne able
subjec s and opics.
Du ing he cou se o my esea ch I ha e epea edly el he same obs acles. The di icul ies in
delimi ing he e ain, along wi h nume ous impedimen s, we e pa ly o e come by a physical p oximi y
o he ins i u ion and a con inuous and a labo ious pa icipan obse a ion exe cise. Some imes he
nonp o i o ganiza ion ha shel e ed me was he oo o he obs acles in my ieldwo k, because I was
ine i ably con used as one o he ainees when olun ee ing o he ins i u ion, a manda o y condi ion
o gua an ee access o pa ien s and he daily li e o he ins i u ion. De aching mysel om his label
was some imes complica ed and coun e p oduc i e o my own esea ch. The e we e in e locu o s ha
I app oached mo e closely, and o he s wi h whom I had o nego ia e p oximi y a di e en imes. I
equen ly el ha de ining my posi ion was a s enuous and con inuous ask, and each con e sa ion,
each obse a ion, mo i a ed new ways o sha ing, new unde s andings, and new esea ch pe spec i es.
Albei demanding, being he e and e lec ing upon he ieldno es hese nego ia ions p oduced [
42
],
esul ed in a be e unde s anding o he pa adoxical wo k o bo h he ins i u ion and he ainees,
wi h whom I was equen ly mis aken o .
Simila o Be g, I also began my esea ch ollowing a snowball echnique, which mimicked he
social ela ions in his con ex [
43
]. I i s asked he NGO p esiden abou he ype o suppo gi en
and he esiden s who we e unde hei ca e who we e classi ied as men ally ill. I p oceeded wi h
in e iews and in o mal con e sa ions wi h hese indi iduals, he NGO, and he municipal wo ke s
ope a ing in he ield. The al eady sullen heme o men al heal h, o en associa ed wi h issues o hese
immig an s wi hou legal documen s, dependen on subsidies, and social suppo , complica ed he
al eady laby in hine issues su ounding any e hnog aphic endea ou , and o ced me o a con inuous
ask o ield making, jus i ying Map il’s [
44
] asse ion, ha “ he ield is ne e chosen, bu p oduced”
(p. 56).
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As a esul o his mu ual aid ag eemen be ween he nonp o i o ganiza ion and mysel , as bo h a
olun ee and an e hnog aphe , I conduc ed se e al esea ch exe cises, such as obse a ions o he
in e ac ions be ween he psychologis and he social wo ke in e ns and he communi y hey we e
ying o help. I accompanied esiden s o doc o s’ appoin men s and o in e iews wi h social wo ke s
moni o ing hei cases. I was p esen in se e al mee ings wi h s a e and non-s a e en i ies, such as
he Po uguese Immig a ion and Bo de s Se ice, he municipal immig a ion depa men , and he
In e na ional O ganiza ion o Mig a ion wi h whom he NGO had ac i e p o ocols. I also helped wi h
small asks, such as isi ing a esiden su e ing om dep ession o helping o ill in an applica ion
o a job, jus o lis a ew. These ac i i ies we e all pa o he endless lis o asks he in e ns we e
supposed o pe o m daily. I helped hem as much as I could and obse ed how hey conduc ed hei
ela ionships wi h he esiden s.
As Da ies s a ed [
45
], his kind o e lexi i y is pa icula ly ele an in social sciences, bu
mos ly in e hnog aphy whe e in e subjec i i y, mu uali y, and empa hy become in eg al o he
comp ehension o he con ex in which knowledge is p oduced. Al hough emo ionally demanding [
28
],
he e hnog aphe ’s a ailabili y o ind a sha ed and common g ound du ing ieldwo k adop ed
du ing isce al, senso ial, and sensi i e e hnog aphic imme sion pe mi s o cap u e he plas ici y o
subjec i i ies and he incong uences o li ed expe ience, in o de o be e unde s and and cons uc
expe ience-laden concep s such as ulne abili y [
38
] in i s mul idimensional in e p e a ions, in ol ing
in e locu o s and e hnog aphe s in he ield.
We a e he e o e no alking abou “becoming like he o he ” o p ojec ing o a ibu ing ou
emo ional s a e o o he s, bu lea ning o unde s anding he unknown h ough analogy o esonance
wi h ou expe iences, in cons an ension be ween ou sel es and he o he in a dialogical p ocess
h ough which he an h opologis and his in e locu o e eal, illumina e and ans o m hei pe sonal
iden i ies in an a emp o c ea e a common e e en ial uni e se [39] (p. 48).
I also ealized ha pa icipa ion in he associa ion’s dynamics simul aneously os e ed app oach
and wi hd awal expe iences ha also condi ioned my selec ion o esea ch me hods. Some imes, i
pa icipan obse a ion was welcomed, as when he e was no one a ailable o d i e a esiden o an
appoin men a he hospi al, I ook his as an oppo uni y o ask he pa ien some ques ions ele an o
my esea ch. I i was necessa y o someone o accompany one o he nonp o i manage s o a mee ing,
i p o ided ano he oppo uni y o a end and pa icipa e. As well, in o he cases, I chose o obse e
and anno a e he daily in e ac ions inside he nonp o i o ganiza ion be ween use s and in e ns. On
o he occasions I was in i ed o a end mee ings wi h o icial au ho i ies, whe e ele an discussions
we e being held and he p esence o an HDP ep esen a i e was manda o y.
The con inuous p esence in he ield p o ided me wi h a b oade and mo e cons an display o he
con e sa ions, e bal and non e bal communica ions, incong ui ies and con adic ions, con inui ies
and up u es, o eco d daily li e and he o dina y in my ieldwo k no ebook [
42
], bu also o s a egically
selec he nex s ep o analysis and me hodology o employ. Pa icipan obse a ion allowed me
o be he e, o li e he eali y o HDP o se e al mon hs, and o consolida e my knowledge. The
semi-di ec i e sc ip [
46
] wi h he key ques ions o add ess, which allowed my in e locu o s o eel
ee o gi e ele ance o opics ha would be impo an o hem and ha would compel me o eassess
he guidelines o my esea ch, was e iewed se e al imes, bu also se aside whene e he discou se
o my in e locu o s was mo e ele an han my incipien conce ns.
The e we e se e al and cons an nego ia ions ega ding my ole a he nonp o i o ganiza ion wi h
he use s who esou ced i s aid when caugh in se e al poli ical, domes ic, and heal h en anglemen s,
and he in e ns who made ha e i o y hei daily wo kplace. Added o hese we e he demands placed
upon mysel by i ue o my willingness o olun ee which demanded an almos o al a ailabili y on
my pa o suppo he o ganiza ion cons an ly s uggling wi h inancial and echnical p oblems, a
dual and ambiguous ole whe e an h opologis s esea ching NGOs cons an ly ind hemsel es [
27
,
47
].
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5. Resul s and Discussion: Homecoming
In Decembe 2011, when I e u ned o Te aços da Pon e, Po ugal was unde a new bailou ,
simila o wha had happened in 1977 and 1983. Fi e yea s in powe , he socialis go e nmen was
acing in e na ional p essu es d i en by ala ming socioeconomic indica o s, a so e eign deb c isis, an
excessi e de ici , and a ampan unemploymen a e. This led o a o mal eques o inancial assis ance.
The hi d bailou inally came o Po ugal h ough he hands o h ee en i ies, he Eu opean Commission,
he Eu opean Cen al Bank, and he In e na ional Mone a y Fund, which was implemen ed by he XIX
Cons i u ional Go e nmen elec ed on he 21 June 2011, composed o a new coali ion be ween cen e
igh pa ies. The c i ical inancial si ua ion and he measu es aken o o e come i pa ed he way o
subs an ial changes o he wel a e s a e [
48
], which we e accompanied by a econcep ualiza ion o he
suppo p o ided o hose who dese ed o bene i om social suppo [49].
On he day I e isi ed he nonp o i o ganiza ion, i seemed like i had en e ed a p e-apocalyp ic
s a e, as i he news om he newspape s ha wa ned us e e y day o u he aus e i y measu es had
suddenly ma e ialized in on o me. Al hough he ins i u ion was ne e a place o g ea abundance,
whe e wo ainees s uggled daily o sol e as hey could, and wi hou g ea means, he a ious
p oblems ha en e ed h ough he doo , he escala ing sca ci y o ecen mon hs had no p epa ed me
o he scena io I encoun e ed. Upon a i al, he e was only Ma iana, he psychologis , in sigh , who
was busy managing and dis ibu ing goods om he Food Bank. The day ahead was an icipa ed o be
pa icula ly hec ic wi h he o ganiza ion o bags o be deli e ed and he a i al o he use s, who we e
wai ing o hei u n, a e con i ming ha hey we e egis e ed and ha hey would be en i led o
ood aid.
The associa ion’s en ance was now di ided in o wo zones sepa a ed by sc eens. The space,
o me ly cen e ed on psychosocial suppo , had been eo ganized in o wha seemed o me o be
cu en ly HDP’s main ac i i y: dis ibu ion o ood o he needy. On he le side, duly p o ec ed om
ou side s’ eyes, we e shel es o a ious ood i ems om he Food Bank wi h which he HDP now had
an ac i e p o ocol. Ce eal boxes, pas a, ice, sausages, una, and oli e oil could be ound sca e ed
a ound he place o al eady displayed on he newly ins alled shel es. The in e io o he idge, whe e
ou lunches we e p e iously s o ed, was illed wi h yogu po s and o he pe ishable i ems. The eeze
bulged wi h sliced b ead, sausages, bu e , and cheese. In addi ion o hese goods, c a es illed wi h
bananas, oma oes, pea s, u nips, b ead, and spinach could be ound e e ywhe e. The e we e also
anilla desse s, cookies, sal ine c acke s, and milk packe s wai ing o be p ope ly packaged in bags
assigned o he homes o all who had duly jus i ied hei need o ood suppo .
Ma iana kep some asse s o ce ain amilies whose needs we e al eady known because hey
had young child en, o heal h easons o e en conside ing hei al eady p oclaimed p e e ences. In
he case o a mo he who had o lea e he child en ea ly in he nu se y in o de o ge o wo k on
ime, Ma iana was ca e ul o p epa e wo la ge bags ein o ced wi h esh p oduc s o he child en’s
soup, ui , yogu , and hei p e e ed b eak as ce eals. To ensu e ha she ecei ed he long-awai ed
goods, Ma iana a i ed a he nonp o i o ganiza ion abou an hou ea ly, solely o his mo he , who
only a he end o he long wo king day could li up he second bag. In addi ion o a i ing ea ly,
Ma iana also le la e due o he demanding schedule o his woman, who once a ended he job sea ch
wo kshop held a he nonp o i o ganiza ion and was now wo king ull ime. She ep esen ed he
epi ome o he ca ing mo he , he ul illing clien , he ci izen whose example was e e ed o o he s [
26
].
The e o e, she dese ed special ea men , e en a he expense o Ma iana’s sleep.
They also old me ha since Senho Rami o, he associa ion’s p esiden , had su e ed a ca
acciden , des oying he an p e iously used o collec Food Bank goods and ake pa ien s o doc o
appoin men s, se e al changes had aken place. Fi s , bo h he psychologis and he social wo ke
in e ns we e i ed. Al hough hei in e nship had e mina ed in June, he ins i u ion was able o keep
hem wo king ull ime, bu wi h he acciden hey we e o ced o le hem go due o lack o unds. Now
hey suppo ed he dis ibu ion o ood only on a olun a y basis and mo ed by compassion o he
poo , who hey once helped on a di e en basis, namely, wi h psychological and social suppo [
50
–
52
].
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When he pa ne ship was es ablished wi h he Food Bank, he egis a ions collec ed
indisc imina ely by Dona Angelina p ac ically wi h all he esiden s o he neighbou hood we e
cancelled and he p ocess unde wen a mo e igo ous sc u iny in acco dance wi h he ules imposed
by he gi ing ins i u ion, de e ing se e al applica ions which did no ul il he speci ied c i e ia. I
asked Ma iana wha hey we e looking o du ing he home isi s o de ed by he Food Bank and
she old me ha hey saw he condi ions in which people li ed, wha oods hey had, i hey we e
name-b anded o gene ic, al hough his was a dubious s anda d since he applican could s ill ha e
ood i ems om p e ious isi s o he Food Bank. Al hough he esea ch me hods we e no pe ec ,
hey we e ne e heless applied by he o me in e ns o gua an ee he suppo ’s i ingness.
Ma iana, while o ganizing he deli e ies, ook he oppo uni y o explain o me how she managed
he ope a ion as equi ed by he Food Bank. They ound ha some people owed wo eu os o
anspo a ion, an amoun cha ged by HDP o each amily o und he nonp o i ’s wo ke s isi o he
Food Bank wa ehouse a e he an acciden . The psychologis a i med ha aking ha s ep had been
enough o dis inguish hose who “ eally needed” om hose who abused his se ice, because o he
idiculous and symbolic alue asked in o de o ecei e a ” ee” bag o ood. In Ma iana’s wo ds, he
si ua ion was sol ed using a simple calcula ion: “They decided ha hey would dona e mon hly o
anspo a ion. They said ha hei con ibu ion was ba ely enough o buy a bo le o oli e oil a he
supe ma ke and ha i hey backed he anspo a ion, hey would ha e access o wo bags o goods,
so i was a mo e ad an ageous si ua ion.”
Al hough de ini e ules had been es ablished abou wha each pe son was en i led o ecei e, no
only o comply wi h he equi emen s o he Food Bank’s p o ocol, he in e ns, acco ding o wha hey
al eady knew om each amily, ollowed a mo e ”subjec i e” o ”in ui i e” app oach in choosing
wha was deposi ed in each bag. I no iced on his isi ha Ma iana (I la e checked wi h Ca la, he
social wo ke , when she a i ed) had al eady gained a g ea e complici y wi h he esiden s o he
neighbou hood since my las isi . She knew hem by name, she had al eady isi ed hei homes, she
was acquain ed wi h hei needs and p e e ences. She had lis ened o hem lis ing hei bu dens and
so ows and she had become one o he gua dians o he neighbou hood Food Bank e ige a o and
pan y. I also no iced ha she had some ”pampe ing’ ese ed o ce ain people, as was he case o a
woman who e u ned la e in he a e noon asking, in a low oice, i Ma iana could gi e he some ex a
i ems in case he e we e some emaining, o which Ma iana eplied o, in he same one, ha “Yes,
maybe i could be a anged”. The in e ns had, hus, become ecep o s o he na a i es o su e ing
p esen ed by he use s and esponded wi h compassion, ac i ely pa icipa ing in he mo al economies
a s ake [15].
These compassiona e e o s employed by he o me in e ns, which in ol ed s aying un il e y
la e on Food Bank days and aking on he hea y wo k o loading and unloading, wi hou any help,
he an en ed only o his pu pose, was coinciden wi h he logic o ”lending a hand” [
33
] p e alen
when hey wo ked o icially o he nonp o i o ganiza ion. The compassion, he mo al impe a i e
ha was abo e any o he na a i e was now he only one ha subsis ed when e e y hing else a HDP
seemed o c umble in he ace o inancial collapse. Howe e , his abandonmen was all he mo e
necessa y du ing aus e i y imes. Touched by he communi y’s needs and su e ing, hey had become
in ec ed by he communicable ulne abili y [
30
] p esen in hei complain s, mo ing hem o ac , o do
some hing, o lend a hand. They did so in he name o a common humani y, which hey jus i ied as a
uni e sal impe a i e [
53
] and impelled hem o wo k e en wi hou pay, in he name o he wel a e o
o he s and o alle ia e hei su e ing [
50
,
52
]. This na a i e, which es ablished a hie a chy o p io i ies
in which he hunge o he use s o he associa ion o which hey used o wo k ou weighed hei
pe sonal needs, became dominan .
P o ided he communi y de iciencies we e p ope ly ma ked and he ulne abili y o his
neighbou hood was once again de ined by o mal ins umen s such as he Food Bank inqui ies
and manda o y home isi s, he goods we e deli e ed and on he scheduled day he esiden s lined up
a he nonp o i ’s doo o collec hei wo bags ull o ” ee ood”. They also did so as long as people